Desktop Dicking.

I change the look of my desktop far too often. I think it might be because It makes me feel like I'm actually doing something productive when In reality I'm just cocking about with Geektool for no point or purpose.

I Feel like  I should mention the track you can see playing too. 'Whips' by The Wind-up Bird (Joe Grimm) has got to be one of the most heartfelt, emotionally draining but absolutely exhilarating records I've ever heard. The title of each track forms the sentence 'I'm sorry I've become this monster, I love you A lot' and documents the Start, downfall and ultimately the end of a relationship with his then girlfriend. The track 'This' Is particularly difficult to listen to as it features an answer machine message from aforementioned ex-girlfriend, slowly weaving in and out of complete head-fuckery until It's almost unrecognizable. Anyone who has been through a breakup will fall so deeply in love with this record, NASA will have to invent a gigantic hydraulic drill and shaft system to pull you out.

Odd how things change.

When I was about 8, I wanted to be a superhero.
When I was about 11, I wanted to be a rap star.
When I was about 14, I wanted to be a rock star.
When I was about 16, I wanted to be a botanist.

I'm 19 now, and I just want to be happy.

Like looking in the mirror...

..If my mirror was some kind of passage way to a fucked up parallel dimension where everything has a hotkey and everyone communicates through macros. If anyone is reading this (ha!) and plays on Vek'nilash then hit me up!

Soon.

Om dit mijn huis, alstublieft.

I Can't stop thinking about how much happier I would be here. It's just too beautiful.

Diary.

I am so glad this record exists.

Urrrg.

This medication is well and truly doing my fucking head in. 3 hours sleep last night, no wonder I'm such a grumpy bastard all the time, Either that or I'm just pissed at people only talking to me when they either want something or have nothing better to do, but oh well.

The plan for today consists of not moving from this space for several hours and playing the shit out of WoW. It's a sad situation when your virtual life is better than your actual life, but at least I don't have to actually socialize. 

Hello

So, I figured I'd give this blog business a try. Apparently It's therapeutic so considering how inane and dull my life is, I could probably use it.

I am 19 years of age, I live in Swindon (google it, consider yourself lucky). I hope to move to the Netherlands at some point during my life as It's the most beautiful place I have ever seen, but It's a long way off now considering I still work part-time in the 'retail' industry and therefore earn very little. In my spare time I do normal things people my age do. Hang out, listen to records, play videogames, so I guess this blog will just reflect my personality more than anything else.
I might end up posting some of the music I've written on here, but I'll see how that turns out.

Also, I bet this is the only post I make.